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    2012 - 07.12

    Well, was that too much to ask? Apparently so. I knew patience was a virtue and all that, and the God answers prayer in His own time and He has a plan and all of that.

    I just did not understand why He wasn’t moving this along faster.

    At the time I still wasn’t sure if He hated gay people so much that their existence was a ticket straight to Hell. And I thought the idea that people who were gay but celibate and got a pass into Heaven seemed kind of hypocritic.

    None of that really mattered.

    I prayed and prayed and immersed myself in every church/service/community project not only in an attempt to ‘fix’ things, but as a way to fill every moment of every day and exhaust myself.

    The exhaust myself part worked pretty well. The ‘fix’ things, not so much.

    Today’s Gay Agenda: When is enough, enough?

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    One Response to “I guess so”

    1. Anon says:

      Thank you for sharing your story — if you are still searching, St. Stephen’s Episcopal Church in north Fargo is a welcoming environment for all people!

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